Even worse

So today i almost break into an all out fight with Fishy, that punk, cant believe she shout at me until like what to fight like that already, wah if she was a guy we might really ended up blow to blow, its probably at a very shakey stage now. But then again there is that old chinese proverb that say fighting can make friends out of people.

The great battle that never was

Life in general has been pretty stagnant nowadays, i can't believe i'm actually 19 already. This is the point of my life whereby i actually have to drop my lameness .... at least a little, and be more serious. Not to mention i feel more and more different, gosh i've realised being with my class changed me, now i hate to be led around and hate being boss around, and worse of all my temper is getting shorter and shorter, but even worse of all more wilful. Which is very bad.


So much to blog about, yet so little time. I should probably do a post about my 19th birthday, in sync with last year's birthday. Unbelievable, if you look through my archive you can actually find the previous year's birthday of mine there.


One year later so much has changed, but the more things try to change, the more they try to stay the same. One year ago we're always linking SS to Joey, then things changed and one year later we're back to linking SS to Joey.


Man oh man oh man, its rather disappointing our class is what it is, divided and with cracks running through. Cliques as Mrs Yu would say it, even worse mini cliques in the cliques, ridiculous man.

11:11

Well it has been a long time since i updated my blog, i have a lot on my mind recently. We can keep mopping on sadness now can we ?



Lets talk about 11:11. 4 consecutive ones. I see them a lot from the past 2 years, sometimes i'll be just talking on MSN and i look at the time on my taskbar and the time reads 11:11. Its not like i'm purposely looking out for the numbers or anything.


On a lesser degree i also see 3 consecutive numbers like 111,222 and so on. I can probably imagine what my friends are thinking already, "What a moron, hes thinking about it way too much".

Well if there is one thing i learn this year, its too trust yourself more then trusting the opinions of your friend. So now here i am, wondering about the significance of this number, i know that a lot of people experience this too. But what exactly is the point ?

I've gone through quite a number of sites, and given reasons range from guardian angels to pre-coded genetic passwords. But if there is one thing all this site have in common, it is that all of them seem to recognise 1111 as a symbol of change.

I still remember when i started seeing this numbers, it was back then when i was out to bowling with my friends and i looked at the clock and it read 4:44. Come to think of it i think i saw 444 numerous time before, at that time i thought it was a sign i'm going to die soon. Since 4 in chinese sounds like die.


DIE DIE DIE


Then soon other sequences of number appears and now almost everyday i'll always look at the time when its 11:11. Well last night i was walking with a friend at town and a bus pass by with the number 111. Then i saw a taxi pass by, as you know the number for singapore's taxi ends with 1111.


Its happening for 2 years or more already and by now i've got to be pretty stupid with i still think it's a concidence. Hahaha oh and just now Yoet Siang messaged me for vista at exactly 11:11 in the morning hahahaha


If you're experiencing it too, then drop me a comment, i totally need to find people who's experiencing this too =\

Attention: Yoet Siang

To my dear friend Yoet Siang



"Illegal, including softcore publications such as Playboy. Accessing internet pornography is illegal. The Media Development Authority (MDA), which regulates internet access in Singapore, requires ISP's to block porn sites on a list of up to 100 pornographic websites they maintain. According to the MDA, this is a symbolic list that focuses on only the most popular porn sites."


Link

Well well well ...

Man people these day are so impatient, i where got so long never blog, why i blog all the time, blogging is my life !


Yesterday school started again, *sigh* just when i was beginning to enjoy the holidays, school has to start again. The previous holiday sucked, i was out all the time with friends or working at Co-op, very few days i actually can kick back and slack.


Been a while since i blogged, i wonder if i still remember how, getting too old for this kind of stuff man. So anyway back to school, well i guess it was great to be back, seeing that whimsical cute broad smile on Aini was really great ! Felicia was catty as usual, Fish was acting fishy, oh oh and Emira has her eyeliners, BX was retarded as usual, KaiLing still has her bouncy curls.



Ahh how i enjoy bouncing KaiLing's bouncy curls




And did i mention Aini is now sporting a new hairstyle ? But shes not wearing pants though o_o




What George thinks about her new hairstyle:




All the small things really, its like nothing has changed.


So as i sit here reflecting on the day, i suddently remember Fish anyhow tell Aini how i called her fat cow and something, fuck sia i hate it when she lies like that, fuck, she say things like that she never think of how bad it makes me look, if Aini really believed her then i'm going to be so fucked up -.- i want to kill her !!! break her arm and hit her with it or something 12edowejd !Oej 11@Kddkeok 1!e1@E@



Feel pretty hollow in class these days, relationships in this class is pretty complex, it really drains the soul ya know ?


I saw Fadhilah today too, isn't it funny how life works ? When secondary school ended i was pretty sure we probably won't cross paths again, i would have never expect to be in the same school as her again, her head seems smaller though, or is it just me ? Hrmm ....

Oh oh and she said she might bake apple pie !! Goddamnit i want some apple pie !! Speaking of apple pies, Felicia's friend Eileen scammed me out of an apple pie, i can't believe she will back out !! Its just one dollar for christ's sake !

Well its 3:03 Am, but i'm too restless to sleep, so many things to worry about especially the class. Heh as i said, relationships are complex.


I like it now, the night sure is calm and quiet, strong contrast to the day today, heh

AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAA

AHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAAAA



Just like a sledgehammer straight to the heart !



Ouch !

@Kartina: Msn troubles

@ Kartina


This might make no sense to anyone else but kartina

"Pwned"

Wah Kao

So i didn't sleep last last night studying for my accounting CA, which explains why i slept so long just now, i cant believe it !

So many people messaged me just now and i missed it ! Argh !! Its bad enought that i missed Aini's message but i even missed those people i rarely talk to on msn, and probably the worst of all i missed Yuling's message ! Its like once every 1000 years then she come online one time, oh man


So now sitting here thinking about stuff then i realised why Yuling was online ! The bloody project oh my god !



Man .... so hungry sia, on the bright side gonna go celebrate Chan meng's birthday tomorrow. But then again that soon seng, tsk, seems to be pretty devasted, what to do what to do ?



Arghhh i still can't believe i missed Aini's message


-goes on a destructive rampage-